A Side Note: A Random Poem 1

The Moonflower

I wonder into thought
losing track of life;
Lost in a constant battle
between where i should go.

I search my heart for meaning in things,
but i find nothing to quench my lack in knowing.
Could i perhaps disappear for a while,
'til i find something more?

I feel emotion,
but what i feel is vague, unclear.
Am i lost again,
but this time in emotion?

I seek understanding from the darkness i used to hide
but i can not find the darkness any longer.
All i find is plain, blank light.
Is what i need in the light?

I am the moonflower.
I bloom when the night time sky rises.
Thus i am sure to find my way from darkness,
Or is my thoughts incorrect, is there a flaw in my understanding?

I am the moonflower.
I am left alone to blossom.
I question my path. I question my life.
I question...

I am still lost,
but i will blossom.
I will blossom when the moon is full.
Hopefully there will be enough moonlight to guide me.